The Burdens of Being Upright

Nov 30, 2005

when you work at a chinese restaurant, you tend to snack on fortune cookies all day. and come home with fortunes in your pockets. i usually throw the funny or strange ones into a little dish on my dresser. theres quite a lot now, but here are some of my favorites:

You look pretty.

Digital circuits are made from analog parts.

The rubber bands are heading in the right direction.

Promote literacy. Buy a box of fortune cookies today.

The good times start when I count to 3: 1... 2... 3.

Speed is ppoor subsittute fo accurancy.

Life is a tragedy for those who feel and a comedy for those who think.

Discontent is the first step in the progress of a man or nation.

Made in the USA

Open up your mind. Let your fantasies unwind.

Give a kiss to the person who sits next to you.
posted by sarah 11:58 PM

i love christmas time! la dee da dee da.
posted by sarah 11:07 PM

Nov 21, 2005

i dont know what i want.
posted by sarah 9:22 PM

Nov 20, 2005

you are always on my mind

i think maybe my little world is too small. theres really only a few people i ever spend any real time with. i dont really like meeting new people anymore. i prefer to be lazy. it seems so trying to have to showcase all the good parts of my personality for someone new. i'd rather just lay down on the couch and watch tv with someone who already knows that i'm cool and doesnt expect anything from me. i'd rather be comfortable than captivating. this probably isnt good. and i bet my laziness and really my fear is making me miss out on a lot. time to step out of my little bubble i guess.

i'm confused and dont know what to do. so im just not going to do anything.
posted by sarah 2:27 AM

Nov 15, 2005

i love great falls.
posted by sarah 10:42 PM

Nov 13, 2005

some things hit a little too close too home and effect you more than you'd like them to.


i haven't ever felt this way before.
posted by sarah 3:12 AM

Nov 9, 2005

katie puts everything in perspective and makes sense of things that dont.
posted by sarah 11:39 PM

if you want to feel good, then go outside. and if crunching through fallen leaves, the beautiful fall colors, and the weather doesnt make you even a little happier then you are dead. katie bought a longboard. i want a longboard. life is better when youre on wheels. i am so excited about almost everything. i withdrew from my precal class because i had an F in it. so no more scholarship but hey thats ok. im in such a better mood when i have to get up at 830 instead of 630. those extra 2 hours of sleep give me a whole new outlook i swear. i miss jason so much. i have 2 years full of all these amazing memories with him. some bad ones too. but mostly good ones that make me so grateful that we were ever together. i love that guy and i miss him a whole lot. but that doesnt change the fact that we arent good at being together anymore. its time to move on. its just time. and hopefully later on when we're both over eachother we can be friends again. because i want that guy to always be a part of my life. he is awesome. definetly my most favorite person ever.
posted by sarah 1:15 PM

Nov 7, 2005

uhh.... all i want to do right now is kiss you. how's that for moving on?
posted by sarah 10:38 PM

Nov 5, 2005

can i just say that...

- jarhead is a great movie

- as far as jobs go, it doesnt get better than the dragon house

- its annoying when you spend a day cleaning a room, then when you get home from work it looks like shit again

- the previous statement means i'm turning into my mom

- i miss my mom

- november's been a fun month so far

- i'm pretty sure my provisionals come off today

- its not easy to get over a person, and a huge part of me doesnt even want to

- i'm lazy and unmotivated and i love it
posted by sarah 1:02 PM

Nov 3, 2005

a whole series of actually good days. who knew that could happen. i'm hardly ever online anymore and i like it that way. when i have free time and nothing to do, i find something to do instead of just sitting online forever. i havent even been feeling that down lately. and the only time i've cried since saturday was the other day when i was really frustrated with school. i don't know if college is right for me. i'm gonna give it at least another semester though before i make that decision. because i imagine most freshmen hate college at first. i've been feeling pretty excited about most things. only at night do i get really bummed. i think that's just snuggle withdrawal? and sometimes i'll have really good dreams, about things that have happened before. its like my mind chooses to replay the best memories i have with jason every night. then i wake up and i'm on my couch with allie in my face and i get bummed. really bummed. i'm trying not to see you for awhile. because i know if i did i wouldnt be able to act like your ex-girlfriend and just seeing you would probably make me really sad. but its hard! so many funny things happen or i'll se something that i know you'd laugh at and i'll want to call and tell you about it. i miss my best friend.
posted by sarah 11:35 AM

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