The Burdens of Being Upright

Oct 30, 2005

this is going to be a long winter. with no one to keep me warm. expect lots of posts where i'm really really sad but still trying to make the best of things. so i'll say things like "oh well" and "i guess thats just the way it is" and start it off by saying "today was pretty cool..." see thats what i do. i try to make it seem like i'm having a blast when i'm really not. (i guess that makes me a liar). i don't want to be sad. i love you baby and i'm going to miss you a lot.

No shadow
no stars
no moon
no cars
November
it only believes in a pile of dead leaves and a moon that's the color of bone

get ready for no jason in november. why are things that are probably for the best always the hardest to do? there's really only one place i want to be right now. but i'm pretty sure its not ok for me to be in your bed in your arms once we've broken up. i'm not good at being an ex-girlfriend.

time for macaroni n cheese and ghostbusters 2.
posted by sarah 12:04 AM

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