The Burdens of Being Upright

Oct 22, 2005

ok... so i'm a failure. but its not that bad. i've come to accept that i most likely will not get above a 3.2 this semester and will therefore lose my scholarship. this is something that has been stressing me out and making me hate life for awhile. but my mom said "yeah i mean it was nice that you were offered it, but its not that big of a deal. your brother and sister both got on academic probation and squandered tens of thousands of dollars in tuition." that made me feel better. i'm seriously trying but everytime i get a precal quiz or test back and see my score, it becomes even more clear that i may not pass that class. which sucks. but i really dont know what more i could do. so i guess i shouldnt get too upset about it. im going to see falling water tomorrow and im actually pretty excited. it will be cool.

these are the places i wanna go as of now

-italy (may get to this summer)
-easter island
-galapagos islands
-new zealand
-burma
-poland
-ireland
-yosemite (not as far as the others, maybe i should go this summer)
posted by sarah 12:48 AM

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