Oct 11, 2005
i'm a worrier, thats why my friends call me whiskers
so here it is, i dont really like college. and im worried about my grades and whether or not ill be able to keep my scholarship. and i dont have any time for anything. i like working at victorias secret but i think i might quit. maybe not quit, maybe just work like 2 days a week. then i'd have more time for school and actually doing stuff. working, going to school, it all seems for naught if you dont have any time left over to actually enjoy yourself and your friends. like today, i didn't go to either of my classes, and i should have, but my stomach hurts a lot and i didn't want to. i'm really trying at school, i could probably be trying harder though. i'm gonna get my act together.
lately ive been feeling crappy. i mean i've had a lot of times when i've been happy or having fun, but underneath that there's a baseline of feeling down. which sucks. but everytime i go home and visit my dad, i feel more and more akward and out of place there. my dad's depressed and my mom's in kansas. it's not good. i feel very in a slump and i dont know how to get out of it.
posted by sarah 10:36 AM
