The Burdens of Being Upright

Sep 24, 2005

swivel chair blues

sometimes you have to stop and ask yourself, how did it ever come to this? and then you want to do it over. do it better. or not do anything. i think i'm just one of those people who has some days where nothing goes right. maybe everyone has those overwhelming depressing days? maybe i dont want to feel like crap? its almost autumn now. the tulip poplars have already started to yellow. soon the trees will be gorgeous, the skies will be grey, the weather will be amazing, and everyone will have that crisp new 'i can do anything' feeling and wear their favorite hoodie every day without getting too hot. and kids will have fun together and go do great things and get out more. "If nothing hurts,Somewhere along the way You died"
posted by sarah 1:52 AM

Sep 23, 2005

i wish this past summer had never happened
posted by sarah 9:39 PM

Sep 21, 2005

woah woah woah

i applied at victorias secret today and i had to do this automated phone interview. it was a series of yes or no questions that were just like this:

have you ever stolen from your employer before?

do you think it is ok to steal just a small amount?

if a vending machine gave you food you did not pay for, would you leave the money in the machine anyway?

recently, have you used alcohol or marijuana before or during work?

if hired, do you plan to be an outstanding worker?

if hired, do you plan to get into shouting or shoving matches with your coworkers?

on a scale of one to ten, rate how honest you are. ten being the most honest.


so that interview was pretty lame. but you know whats not lame? the pretty black dress i bought today. and going to trapeze school tomorrow. and the first look fair which was really cool. except for the one guy who was too old to be on a college campus at the socialist table that wouldnt shut up. so me... a rugby player? how bout it?
posted by sarah 10:02 PM

Sep 19, 2005

+ trapeze school on thursday
+ waking up for all my classes
+ my women's studies class
+ wonton soup
+ sleepovers
+ hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
+ getting my butt to the gym tonight
+ modern life is war



- katie moving soon
- homework
- being scared/not trusting
- american apparel being closed
- spending more money than i make each week
- someone possibly stealing from dragon house
- aching from going to the gym tonight
- i miss my mom


this list is blaaahhhhh.. i miss my mom. so of my family, my dad is the only one who lives within an hour of me. i got a brother in ohio, a brother in indiana, a sister in virgina, and a mom in kansas. i feel very detached. and i miss my family. i'm all grown up and on my own. so i'm on my own. and also i cant write well anymore.
posted by sarah 11:12 PM

Sep 6, 2005

paul says my blogger isnt interesting anymore. i think thats just because i never mention him in it anymore. for a blogger that's really interesting, please direct your attention to the link below.

the heart of paul
posted by sarah 12:16 AM

Sep 4, 2005

i need to think and act more globally, or at least nationally. then maybe i'd have better priorities and i wouldnt get mad about little things. or they wouldnt seem so important.
posted by sarah 3:04 PM

Powered by Blogger

 

"there is within me, and with sadness i have watched it in others, a knot of cruelty borne by the stream of love."

Past
current