Jul 11, 2005
i used to love music. i still love music. but i used to feakin loooove it. whenever i'd get a new cd i'd sit in my room with my head phones on listening to it over and over, reading the lyrics and everything else that was in the little booklet. by the end of the night, i knew that cd through and through. speaking of, i love bane's new cd. maybe its not so new anymore, but its new to me.
the unheard goodbyes that we are never ready to whisper
turning once strong men into lost little boys
i dont know. i wont lie. this is hard. and it hurts. a lot. but there's really no one to be mad at. and no one to blame for anything. of course i'll move on. and of course i'll be happy again. and stronger. of course there are other people out there, although thats not even something i want to think about now. life goes on, whether you're ready for the change or not. i'm not sure if this is what was best or what i even wanted. i think it was, but i dont know. but this is how it is. i cant blame a guy for being 20 and unsure of himself. no tears or hugs that last too long or conversations will change anything. people do what is best for themselves at the time. thats just how it is.
posted by sarah 5:01 PM
