Jul 23, 2005
dodgeball ruled tonight. my team won, no thanks to me. but the real winners of the night were me and katie, and our awesome dodgeball uniforms. i'm pretty terrified of scott. he throws way too hard. i should probably just get better at dodging. every time i look down at my thighs, they've gotten just a little more purple. it started out as just pink but as the night progressed, the bruise seems to be getting bigger and darker. this is what summer is supposed to be like. come home tired, bruised, bug-bitten, and smelling gross. i'm excited for the beach and even more excited that katie and briana are coming. i hope i get ridiculously sun-burnt. i hope rob zombie doesnt make any more movies because the devil's rejects was really bad. reallllly bad. if i dont get scared by a scary movie you know its bad. i dont know what else. i am so confused about what i'm feeling and what i want and all that. i am not used to being confused like this. its weird. i miss you so much, especially at night when i'm not distracted by anything else. but i dont know. i dont know what i'm thinking. now i guess i know how you were feeling when you said you didnt know how you felt about me. i dont know. we're some confused kids right now. but i guess i'd rather be confused and missing you then pretending and having you. i guess being honest with yourself and others is always the most important thing even if sometimes it hurts. i dont know what i'm saying. summer '05 rules!
posted by sarah 3:39 AM
