Jul 5, 2004
extreme highs followed by crushing lows
wow. i am extremely unhappy today. my fourth of july was ok at first. we went over to the heberts and it was a nice time with my family. but then they turned crazy and it got ridiculous. i dont think its outlandish to want to go see fireworks with my friends on the 4th of july, or to hang out with my friends up the street. but i guess we just dont see eye-to-eye on some things. i am frustrated as all hell. my mom needs to get off her ass and get a job like she said she was going to do months ago so we can get out of this house. i can not take my dad's drunken fits anymore. i get yelled at every day for the most inane crap and it is really just ridiculous. it just keeps getting more and more insane. my dad is seriously starting to become senile. EVERYTHING is some sort of conspiracy. like the garbage men not picking up branches because they werent in bags. thats not just their policy. that is because of their union being corrupted by drug dealers so they cant fit the branches in the truck "because its filled with needles". and john kerry... gay. huge queer. he was wearing a PINK tie the other day. ignore the wife standing next to him..... PINK TIE! he's gay. and if i say anything.... ANYTHING... its always "SARAH!! DONT START WITH ME!!!" biiiiiitch. it is just so goofy. i dont think i'm overreacting here. i'm just so fed up. it makes me so unhappy to be home. but whenever i try to go anywhere with anyone i get an attitude from both my parents. BAH!!! 9 months.
posted by sarah 1:01 AM
