Feb 23, 2004
wait.
it was a good weekend. it brought me a new car and a new boyfriend. i'm really excited about that but i cant really write anything about it right now because i'm just so stresssssed out about other things. our car loan isnt going to cover the entire cost of the car. its short about 800 or 900 dollars. so thats going to come out of my bank account for now which is fine. it'll mean that i wont have much money for awhile but its not like i spend money on anything i need anyway. everything's just kind of effed right now. and our financial situation seems as though it will only get worse. i just feel so bad for my mom right now. and i'm trying to be helpful and be there for her. but at the same time i'm trying to keep my grades up. and i'm trying to keep things at work ok since it feels as though my job is constantly in jeopardy working there. and now my bank account is going to take a huge blow so i need to start budgeting and not spending my money on crap. and my dad keeps giving me crap over nothing but hopefully that will all be over soon. and with all this going on i really just want to hang out with my friends and be young. just. crap on crap on crap.
posted by sarah 10:43 PM
