The Burdens of Being Upright

Feb 1, 2003

in sin in boston

and where is my muse? my reason for documenting? gone. still here, just not important anymore. as all things are and will soon be. that high school tendency. to exaggerate. then forget. then remember. then regret. its february. and you know what that means. its time to be happy. but i'm not happy. the days are so rushed and in fastforward. i lay down at night and feel all my energy begin to settle for the first time in hours. i need to just. slow down. and enjoy. and spend! i need to go somewhere and spend way too much money. on. on. on clothes! and cds! and posters! and other frivolous things. then i wont feel dumb about work. because my money will reclaim its value. and then things will make sense. tomorrow; shopping.








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