Jul 11, 2002
who watches over you?
"I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now"
i went to the show last night. the first band to play was avenged sevenfold. they were really really bad. strobe lights, artificial smoke, shirts with cut sleeves, cheesy metal riffs, and bad harmonizing add up to one horrible band. next coheed and cambria played. meh, they were alright. i didnt like them too much but i can understand why others would. then from autumn to ashes played. *sigh* such a good band. they closed with short stories with tragic endings. i didnt think they would play it because there was no girl but the crowd filled in for part of the vocals. during that song, they invited everyone up on stage. it was somewhat cheesy but it was still pretty cool. it looked really cute from up on the balcony. at about 11:45, shai hulud went on. they were even better than the first time i saw them. it was so nice to look at everyone with huge smiles on their faces. stevo watched part of the set from up on the balcony with me, right before he jumped over the rail into the crowd. so silly. i guess overall i had a good time. the last half of the show was great. but during the first 2 bands i was kind of sad. for some reason i just felt completely alone, even though i was in a room filled with people. anyways, after the show we (me, katie, angie, erin, kevin, matt, and paul) went to dennys. i slept over katie's house. i think we got home around 3:30 am. 5 hours later, i had to get up and come to work. (i'm at work right now). only 2 hours left. when i get home i think i might start painting. (i'm painting one of the walls in my room red). blah. i feel so out of place. there's about 1 and a half months left of summer. i dont want to go back to school. but i also dont want it to be summer anymore. i think i'm just bored with my life. :-( i dont like feeling this way.
posted by sarah 12:55 PM
