Jun 29, 2002
no single raindrop believes it is responsible for the whole flood
blah blah blah, i'm so lonely, i've been at home all day, blah blah blah, none of my friends will hang out with me, blah blah blah, complain, complain, complain.
i hate when people call me and complain loud enough for the person a few feet away to hear, especially when the only reason they're calling me is because one of your other friends cancelled on you and you need something else to do. "i tried calling sarah repeatedly because now that lee wasn't coming over i wanted something to do." and then you have the nerve to tell me that i'm rude because i choose to hang up the phone and go back to watching a movie instead of sitting there listening to you carry on about how nobody loves you and how i shouldnt be hanging out with one of my friends. forget that. my life is not to be at your beckoned call and entertain you. its so annoying when people (not just you) dont know how to be independent.
this computer has seen way to many of my moods. i've been so happy, so angry, so depressed, so alone, so loved, so everything sitting in this chair. its not right. we've all become so accustomed to talking to people over the internet that its completely killed our communication. no one ever talks to each other in person anymore. about the most important things to. they'd so much rather hide behind a screen because of their embarrassment or fear or whatever. and i do it too.
yesterday was fun. after work i went to katie's. katie decided she wanted to have friends over. so angie, erin, matt, paul, and kevin all came over. matt and paul lit katie's balcony on fire and burned down the whole apartment complex. (slightly exaggerated) and then we ate chinese food (mmm...) and watched boondock saints. thats a really good movie, i like it a lot. then we went to kmart but it was closed so we went to erin's house. kevin and paul left. i was being complainy because i was tired and wanted to go home. but matt was having fun with that flash thing that freezes your shadow. a few minutes later matt was ready to leave and we all went back to our separate homes. poor matt, always getting stuck with taking everyone home. erin was complaining because she wanted to do something and didnt want to spend "another lonely night at home" but sweetie, everyone else was doing the same thing. you can be alone without being lonely.
posted by sarah 1:56 PM
