Jun 11, 2002
if i have to die, i'm taking the world with me
looking back, it all seems so pointless. so much of my thoughts wasted on people who never even mattered. i'd like to say i wont let it happen again but i'd only be fooling myself.
last night i slept over katie's house. this morning we woke up and went to the board of education building in upper marlbro to get fingerprinted for our new jobs. (wooo!) i got to school at 9:30, an hour into my geometry final. i managed to get about half of it done but i have to come in on thursday to finish it. :-( then i went to govt. to take my final in there, it wasnt so bad. i skipped english and just went to 1st lunch b/c its always so hot in my english class. and we were getting out 2 hours early anyway because of the health advisory. after 1st and 2nd lunch, school was over. kevin was waiting for me outside... blah blah blah... we (me, kevin, bryan) went to roosevelt to pick up erin and katie. we all went to katie's dad's house to visit her dad. then we went to erin's house. around 4, kevin took me and bryan home. so tomorrow i have my english and science finals. we'll probably get out early again b/c the air is so sick and polluted in merryland. then thursday i need to go back in and finish my geometry final. then i have to be at the board of ed. at 12:30 for an orientation. fun fun. i start work on tuesday. :-) i'll be making about $240 a week! (minus taxes) i'm so happy, money will enable me to fill the void in my life with material posessions. and we all know how well that works... so......... yeah........ hmmm...... i have some stuff on my mind. its really not all that important. i know in a month or so it wont even matter anymore. but i still cant help but stress over it. i guess i should "do the right thing" (if only i knew what that was). bleh. its summer. i shouldnt have to worry about this. why cant life be simple. oh yeah, i know why, because then it would be boring.
posted by sarah 8:15 PM
