May 13, 2002
it can be erased so easily
nothing seems as important the morning after. so here it is, i'm putting my shaker of salt away and letting the old wounds be. maybe we could shake hands and start fresh? sometimes at night you say some things that you dont mean, you just get caught up in trying to prove your point. if nothing else, remember this: no matter how shitty our friendship may be, i'm nothing without it. thats all i can say, i'm hoping things can be dealt with and we can all go back to having fun together.
i was looking through some of my spiral notebooks that i've been using this year for class notes and mostly doodles. i cant explain most of the stuff in there, stupid things seem funny when you're bored. here's some of the random things i've found written in there:
*you said your heart broke but i doubt it was ever beating because misunderstandings can cause shock but laughing is always better and if you think i'll take this sitting down then your mistakes are greater than your ego*
*wake up to an electronic beeping, for 8 more hours you'll wish you were sleeping*
*entreprenuers suck made balls*
*it disables the fish by taking its eye out*
*black unreflective eyes*
*eternity has you dreaming of death*
*walk like a dragon, yo*
*PAIN..... PAINT?*
*they'd laugh. think me crazy. call me. i'd have to explain. they'd think me crazy*
*caffeine and nyquil dont suffice and yeah he said it looks far away but believe me its better than walking the streets and do you know what it feels like to have nowhere to lay down the whole world is collapsing and the weight on your shoulders is unbearable but hey thats the way it is aboard this tiny ship you either go overboard or sink with it its all going down kids and then the rest will be humor your pain means nothing to those with no food and you think you're intelligent because you made a word for it and your digital watch tells you how many minutes you have left to live but you can always flip the channel b/c starvation isnt entertaining and do you think they'll recycle those papers? no. earth day is on the radio but it doesnt exist within these walls, for preservation and education are more important than who you are and what you know and success is your goal but stabbing your brother while shaking his hand might confuse him*
posted by sarah 6:41 PM
