May 5, 2002
for all its worth, it wasnt worth it
i've been neglecting my blogger lately. oh well. i had a fun weekend i suppose. i had a really bad feeling all of saturday. i felt like something bad was going to happen that night. (nothing really did) so most of the day i felt really stressed and upset but i wasnt sure why. and then something random would happen and i'd just get really happy and give everyone hugs. i dont know. i didnt like how i was feeling that day. the drums were making me crazy. so me and katie took a walk. a dog barked. we ran. it wasnt chasing us. we were scared. fear and a reunion. it made me happy. people happy to see me, happy that i was alive. adrenaline rushing, it felt good.
posted by sarah 9:50 PM
