Apr 7, 2002
take these broken wings and learn to fly
once again my blogger betrays me. i hate how public this is and how many people read it, but oh well, i'll type what i feel without censorship anyway... i love the internet. i can say "thats so great!" and at the same time tears roll down my cheek and no one's the wiser. i try to act as though it doesnt affect me and i'm happy for you so you dont have to feel bad about it. but it hurts. alot. like someone just kicked me in the stomach and expects me not to be in pain. i guess i'm just not used to this high school dating bullshit. its just that no one's ever done this to me before. no one's ever told me that they liked me and then taken it away a week later. i feel so very unimportant. i can be easily gotten over within 2 days? i guess so. i feel bad for writing this because people might feel bad for me or feel bad in general after reading it. but keeping what i feel locked inside is a mistake i've made far too many times and am not about to make again. *sigh* it feels so good to get that out.
song: blackbird - the beatles
posted by sarah 9:17 AM
