Apr 3, 2002
and i stick it all out for i cannot change the chance that made me
well, its over. did it ever even start? i'm not going to lie and say that this doesnt hurt and that i didnt cry. i'm not heartbroken, just disappointed. i still like him and i wish things would have worked out. but i knew that they werent. i'm always so shy around people that i like, i dont know why. and i dont talk a whole lot in general. but, i think this is for the best. we're still friends which makes things a lot easier. it still hurts though. the one thing i hate about bloggers is that people read them and i have to censor what i say. i dont know. i cant help but feel like the "rebound girl". people tell me that thats not the case and not to feel that way but i dont know. i hate this. i'm ready for this day to end. tomorrow could be so much better.
posted by sarah 9:38 PM
