Oct 7, 2006
i'm not happy. i keep thinking back to the time when i used to be really happy and self-assured. when i was ballsy and outgoing and felt good. but when was that... fifth grade? i do things to fill the time and have fun but at the end of the day i always feel disappointed. mostly with myself. most of my friendships have become nothing more than people in my cell phone who i rarely call. i dont put effort into anyone. and ive become so self-concious that i keep typing and deleting things now so i dont come off as too whiny or too dramatic or whatever. im a shadow of myself.
posted by sarah 3:31 AM
