Dec 2, 2005
i think instead of concerning myself with what other people have done that wronged me, i should think of all the things i do every day that are just shitty. i am the least positive person i know. and of course i have reason to be irritated and hurt sometimes but i think i like to dwell in it. and that only makes me more unhappy. i really need to just relax.
so today as i was loading dishes that werent mine into the dishwasher and vacuuming up hair from a dog thats not mine, i was quietly bitching to myself. and i remembered all the times my mom was cleaning up the house after us kids and my dad. and i dont think i ever want to get married. i dont want to be the person that has to take care of the whole family.
posted by sarah 2:20 PM