The Burdens of Being Upright

Dec 31, 2004

thats what 2004 was all about!

JANUARY was all about having a crush on jason. but not being able to do anything about it because he was still trying to be a good friend to paul. in january we'd go sledding and then jason would come over and watch movies and snuggle with me and i'd run around all day shouting "yes! thats what 2004 is all about!" annoying everyone.

FEBRUARY was all about shit hitting the fan. we had to get sandy put to sleep. i crashed the nova. my mom decided to separate from my dad (not like that went anywhere though). yeah, the beginning of february was aweful. but then at the end of the month, jason asked me if i wanted him to be my boy and i hid behind a door and giggled. and i got the lumina. so the month was beginning to look up.

MARCH was all about good times. i bought roller skates with angie (which i've used maybe 5 times). bane played at st andrews. jason left daffodils for me on my car one morning. i got pink eye, that was pretty lame. and my dad was supposed to move out but then one day he stopped looking for apartments and pretended like nothing happened. its been like that since. weird. but still, march was nice.

APRIL was all about snot. i was sick most of this month which is no fun. i was even sick on my birthday, which kind of sucked, because it was on easter. but it had its redeeming moments. me, angie and dean went to the march for women's lives. that was something i'm still proud of myself for doing.

MAY was all about planning. planning to not have to go to highschool my senior year (which is working out wonderfully). me, jason, david, and matt went to the beach one day. it was fun except i got a speeding ticket. my dad turned 60. cicadas were flying around everywhere. i'm glad those things are gone.

JUNE was all about awesomeness or something, i dont know, i'm running out of ideas. we'd go bowling every wednesday when it was just a dollar. that was really fun, and is something i really miss. me and kevin went and picked up eric in ohio and got caught in a mudslide. (sort of). i had my last class at bowie high ever. i went to the gym almost every day, something i intended to do all summer, but which i quickly forgot about.

JULY was all about schoolin. i had summer school most of this month. but i still found time to just hang out with people and i was really happy this month.

AUGUST was all about fooling around. i guess. i finished summer school. i babysat for 2 weeks and the dad was creepy. i started working with erin at the dollartree in a freezer on sundays. and i started class at aacc. august was fun. and good times.

SEPTEMBER was all about not getting dicked over. holy trinity tried to screw me with my raise. but that didnt last, i got my way in the end.

OCTOBER was a lot of things. jason's birthday was in october. now he's 20 and an old man. we got in our first fight and sort of broke up for a day, luckily we were able to work it out. i was a model for my sister in that weird fashion show. i got a new computer. halloween was awesome, me and angie and jae went trick or treating in georgetown and my tinkerbell costume that i made looked so slutty and great.

NOVEMBER was all about maryland. or applying to maryland. i started working at the dragon house which is making me both richer and fatter. november was just last month and it was a lot of fun. oh, i also got my stuff waxed which was a very good idea.

DECEMBER was all about trying to get all my stuff together for my classes. but its ok, i did well in all my classes. christmas was nice even though alex wasnt there. having a break from school and work has been nice. my grandpa gave me a very nice, very large gift which is going to help me out a lot. and i've just been really content this month, and most of this year really.

so looking back, 2004 was really all about jason. he's who i spent most of my time with. he makes me very happy and i like that i can make him happy. he's what made 2004 great and i am really excited about 2005.

posted by sarah 1:39 AM