Aug 24, 2002
and i will spend my whole life counting
angie and i went on our date today. takoma park has a lot of nice shops. i bought a sweater, a jacket, and a shirt. all were very nice. mark's kitchen has tasty cheeseburgers. me and angie held hands, gazed longingly into eachother's eyes, frolicked through fields, and made out while the sun set. except we didnt do any of that.
forever second guessing. i'm digging my own grave. lets pretend these words make sense. lets pretend these nights have meaning. blurry eyes prove deceptive. thoughts stray into memories. happily ignoring everything. and i'd force a smile so you'd feel better. and i'd redefine honesty if it would put you at ease. i'll stop rambling. and i know what you're thinking, no this isnt about you.
posted by sarah 3:07 AM
